First Entry….I am back

I stopped blogging for a while. In fact, I have stopped blogging for a long time I think. The last time I had really blogged wholeheartedly was before I had gotten pregnant and into the huge web of lies. I started blogging again after my pride and joy arrived. Little Flo has filled up the emptiness and vast darkness I have felt throughout my whole pregnancy. Then, I came back to Penang and I stopped blogging there and then. Maybe it was mainly due to the fact that I wanted to cut every possibility of him getting the updates of my life, and the life of our little one. Since he wasn’t bothered to make things right for the both of us since the very beginning.

Part of the reason why I started blogging back, is thanks to Clement and Alvina. First, Clement has been blogging often with his daily updates and I especially enjoyed his posts on his career and personal-development. Whereas for Alvina, what she did last week by introducing a man to me opened up a new insight to me! I find it exciting as well as ridiculous. I was thinking, “Which part of me spells that I need a man?” 😉 No pun intended.

So, I could foresee that I will have a lot more things to write about moving forward, seeing that I have had an Amazing Transition so far, into my 3rd month of moving back to Penang. I am pleased. Yet, not fulfilled yet. There are just so many things to write about. To complain about my work. To bitch about my friends. To fuss about my mother. To share about my kid. To update about my social life.

I feel good. Welcome back, Mei.

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